I turn my back
Walking away
from the mess
that was us
No more crying
no more frustration
no more confusion
no more stubborness
If you were a cause
for my heart
then I have lost
leaving you discarded
My worth
is greater now
I got up off my arse
On to my feet
Each step
paying for success
happiness and love
Its priceless
My attention bid for by others
you treat it like nothing special
What I gave you willingly and fully
is rejected, unappreciated
Each step
was rough but well intended
hiding valuable remains
of what was left of me
My vulnerable soul
shattered
and then crushed under
your feet I worshipped
No longer am I on my knees
no longer is my soul shattered
No longer is it getting crushed
No longer will I allow my heart to be yours
Free at last from
your inconsistant devotion
Where i am not good enough
because I refuse to match your half hearted efforts
Yes we went through
thick and thin
when i needed you the most
you turned your back on me
Now you may need me one day
i will cast a dispassionate eye
but a compassionate heart
beg for my mercy like i did to you
Your eyes will fill
your heart wailing
Your legs buckling
Your mind gone
I will embrace you in grace
console you tenderly
then send you on your way
into the wilderness
I wish you happiness
I wish you love
I wish you wisdom
I wish you opportunity
All this I never
once had from you
just your spit and cruel words
when I needed your support
So alone I will reside
Independant
motivated
and loved by those who matter
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