15 February 2011

Break up - Poem

Tears roll down her face

Her voice is steady

Make up smeared

Begging you to have

Compassion,

Respect,

A heart.

She knows it was all a lie

All the

I love you’s

The compliments

The sweet talk

It was all to get into her knickers

She was just someone to

Inflate your ego

Take the piss out of

Hold at night when you felt lonely

You say

She lies

You don’t want to be tied down

She embarrasses you in front of everyone

But did you think

That she doesn’t;

Want to tell you the truth because you don’t let her in your heart

Want to tie you down when she has her dreams to follow

Want to feel like a fly on the wall and uncomfortable

You don’t

Listen

Treat her right

Let her know the side even your best friend doesn’t know

Because

You are scared of being fucked over

You don’t know how to listen

You try to hard to be dominate when there should be equality

You tell her

To just give in

To move on

To accept the unacceptable

She

Fights back

Opens up to you

Tries to reason with you

As she leaves the door

She

Holds herself together

Thinks about bouncing back

And never giving you another chance

You

Closed her heart down

Made her lose faith

Turnt her against her future


So she says bye

you sit in silence

the end has been solidified

Thank you

A glimpse into the bedroom -Poem

I begin to undress you with my eyes, then my hands

Taking my time to make you wonder what I’m gonna do next

I smother your skin in kisses working my way down

Your eyes are shut and you start to moan

You tell me you have never had an erection so deep

So my lips touch you above and below.

As you are close I languidly slip you out and slide down onto

You so our hips grind together. My hands on the headboard,

Your hands on my waist, eyes rolling into the back of your head,

I slowly get faster going from mellow to rapturous banging

We roll gracefully so I am on my back

I wrap myself around you, legs around your neck

Hands gripping the sheet, back arched in pleasure

My screams of euphoria encourage you until

We come together as one, my legs transfer to your waist,

My arms around your shoulders, hearts beating in unison

You murmur in to my hair, ’I love you’

I respond non committedly and unravel myself from you

And smoke a cigarette thinking ‘you don’t know what love is’

I put on my underwear and your T shirt and we lie watching a film

My head on your chest and I fall asleep knowing you don’t really love me

You just love fucking me. That doesn’t bother me because I feel the same.

My lust blinds me, fooling me into love. Comforted by the orgasm after glow I fall

Asleep knowing you can’t hear my thoughts. I know everything I say like

A script entitled - The girlfriend. it’s a script I’m fed up with, I cant edit it

So I recite it confused why our lines don’t fit together, like the way our bodies do.

Its ok I now know its because it was 4 months of lust not love.