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they say you never know what you got
till its gone
to lose you once made me realise
to get you back
made me protective
to lose you again
drove me insane

i sit comfortable in my lonliness
feeling like our nightmare is our reality
my nightmare fortunately isnt that bad
what tortures me?
the inability to keep you alive
in your cell
i am unable to keep a promise
without breaking a promise

wondering if theres a chance
a chance to sort the wheat from the chaff
a chance to start afresh
past forgiven and forgotten
praying your thoughts are deep
as deep as your mystery
i sit finding a loophole
writing for you
not to you
in hopes one day
you will read this
knowing deep down i kept
my lovers promise

i pray your mind is thinking of me