University

Why do schools/ college make you apply to uni?
what if you don't want to ?
What if you don't know what to study?
What if you don't know what you want to do in life?

If I knew the answer to these questions I would tell you but they have crossed my mind. At the moment I have filled out my UCAS form and perfected my personal statement, just waiting until January 15Th to post it and wait for my offers. I have applied to Kent, Bangor, Glasgow, Durham and Warwick to do English Lit with Creative Writing. At the moment with the credit crunch I don't know if the banks will give me my loans and other things I need and I know the debt I'm going to be in will pile up ridiculously, but it is what I have to be prepared to do as I will be the first in my family to go and it is part of reaching self actulisation or something stupid like that.