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15 February 2011
Break up - Poem
Her voice is steady
Make up smeared
Begging you to have
Compassion,
Respect,
A heart.
She knows it was all a lie
All the
I love you’s
The compliments
The sweet talk
It was all to get into her knickers
She was just someone to
Inflate your ego
Take the piss out of
Hold at night when you felt lonely
You say
She lies
You don’t want to be tied down
She embarrasses you in front of everyone
But did you think
That she doesn’t;
Want to tell you the truth because you don’t let her in your heart
Want to tie you down when she has her dreams to follow
Want to feel like a fly on the wall and uncomfortable
You don’t
Listen
Treat her right
Let her know the side even your best friend doesn’t know
Because
You are scared of being fucked over
You don’t know how to listen
You try to hard to be dominate when there should be equality
You tell her
To just give in
To move on
To accept the unacceptable
She
Fights back
Opens up to you
Tries to reason with you
As she leaves the door
She
Holds herself together
Thinks about bouncing back
And never giving you another chance
You
Closed her heart down
Made her lose faith
Turnt her against her future
So she says bye
you sit in silence
the end has been solidified
Thank you
A glimpse into the bedroom -Poem
Taking my time to make you wonder what I’m gonna do next
I smother your skin in kisses working my way down
Your eyes are shut and you start to moan
You tell me you have never had an erection so deep
So my lips touch you above and below.
As you are close I languidly slip you out and slide down onto
You so our hips grind together. My hands on the headboard,
Your hands on my waist, eyes rolling into the back of your head,
I slowly get faster going from mellow to rapturous banging
We roll gracefully so I am on my back
I wrap myself around you, legs around your neck
Hands gripping the sheet, back arched in pleasure
My screams of euphoria encourage you until
We come together as one, my legs transfer to your waist,
My arms around your shoulders, hearts beating in unison
You murmur in to my hair, ’I love you’
I respond non committedly and unravel myself from you
And smoke a cigarette thinking ‘you don’t know what love is’
I put on my underwear and your T shirt and we lie watching a film
My head on your chest and I fall asleep knowing you don’t really love me
You just love fucking me. That doesn’t bother me because I feel the same.
My lust blinds me, fooling me into love. Comforted by the orgasm after glow I fall
Asleep knowing you can’t hear my thoughts. I know everything I say like
A script entitled - The girlfriend. it’s a script I’m fed up with, I cant edit it
So I recite it confused why our lines don’t fit together, like the way our bodies do.
Its ok I now know its because it was 4 months of lust not love.
10 February 2011
25 January 2011
Music definition and general rant about the music industry
It makes me think is it up to the critics or the artists to define what genre of music they fit in? If so then there are some serious problems within the music industry that needs to be rectified, for example the commercialisation of underground movements like Grime and Dubstep, also the ratio between male and female artists and the quality of popular music.
It seems to me that artists need to be re-educated about music history and its respective genres. How can we go from the Beatles to JLS? Popular music in my opinion has been watered down and sexed up as its more about looks than actual talent.
Instead of X factor and Britain's got Talent why don't music scouts go out and actually find the artists that will change music history and stand the test of time. To be honest if I ever have grand children they will not be listening to anything from the last 20 years I have experienced except from the underground scenes and Eminem unless the music industry actually sorts its self out and the real undiscovered hard working talent gets the recognition it deserves.
Even radio DJs who are famous for new talent actually don't target the actual audience, its almost like they are thinking its a day shift not a night shift for instance like Tim Westwood and Logan Sama on BBC Radio 1. Listening to them I feel like the don't know anything about the genres the represent and play on their shows.
It makes me so angry especially because I am a music lover that's why I do what I do, for the love of music. If I didn't love it I wouldn't have studied it to the extent I have. If only some of the artists actually studied music history to change the future of what we listen to.
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15 January 2011
Random thoughts
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07 January 2011
EXCLUSIVE INTERVIEW - BILLYBANGER
i mean musical gap. What do you like to do for fun?P3,Movies,Basketball,Soccer,Music,Music,Music,& Women..
Skateboarding too,but kinda suck at it
so what is your taste in women?
Umm,for me its about how interlectual she is than the looks,
wow u r a rare breed of man
cos am to rate,I'd say 60%intelligent and 40% looks,cos looks are deceiving.
1. what inspired you to get into the grime scene?
Well basically in high school i realized i had a talent,so i gradually perused it and it has done me no wrong so far.lol
2. How old were you when you first heard hip hop? and where were you?
First heard hip hop in 1994,i was in class 3 and it was on the radio in the school bus.
3. If you could collaborate with anyone in the scene who would it be?
Umm the list is huge,Kanye first and foremost,Pharrel,Wiz,J.cole,Diggy,Kid Cudi,B.o.B,Wale,Chipmunk,Tinie ETC...
4. Where's the strangest place you have created bars?
The toilet..lol if thats strange...
5. What is your favourite tune you have created?
I Am Billy BanGer,Aint Easy,Warrior,Pushin'
6. Who are your influences?
God,and The Universe.
7. If you didn't get into the music scene what would you rather do?
Journalist,Presenting and associated stuff.
8. How much of your life and background influenced what you spit and write?
About 99% of it.the 1% is just straight Bullshtiing.lol..
9. What tunes would you recommend to someone who has never listened to
your music?
Aint,Easy,Warrior,I Am Billy BanGer.
10. Have there been any women in your life that have been an inspiration to you musically?
All the beautiful girls around the world.My mom and Granny.
11. What advice would you give to anyone who wants to get into the scene?
be patient and respect the game,its all about timing & respect
12. Is there anyone in the scene you respect and anyone you also hate?
Basically once you're in the scene and you're noted for what you're doing weather Good or Bull shit I respect it.
13. Do you think that grime could survive if MCs didn't spit about violence and the degradation of women?
I think music itself needs a new direction,the violence & degradation is not the answer.
14. Do you think that drugs play a major role in the scene for instance spitting about weed or even posing with a joint?
Am not really sure though,Cos i don't drink,smoke,nor do drugs. STAY AWAY FROM DRUGS KIDS.
15. What do you think of the grime artists who have gone commercial like NDubz, Titchy Stryder, Plan B, Chipmunk and Wiley? Do you think that has helped grime or killed it?
You get into music or whatever you do because first you Love it,But later on you gotta get payed.So they just getting paid.
16. Describe your average day as an artist.
Wake,Pray,School.Studio,Eat,Studio,Pray,Stusio,Eat and More Studio,Then its unto the next one. LOL
17. Do you think that within the scene there is a lot of racism or do you tend to stay away from it?
Racism is something we cant shun away from.i mean its everywhere.but the scene makes its easer to hang with people.
18. who is the favourite MC/Producer you have worked with?
Kanye West, Pharrel, Swizz Beats, Maniac, Dr Dre, & Cool & dre.
19. As an MC do you see what you write as a form of poetry/spoken word? Does poetical devices even gt thought about when your writing?
Not really,I just write what i feel i Right.
20. Are there any female MCs that you think could be bigger than some of the biggest male MCs at the moment?
Yes,Of course, Nickis Doing it Large,My girl Kaiz is coming up Big. Watch out...
21. What's your opinion about postcode wars in london, does it affect your music in any way shape or form, like who you would collaborate with or clash with?
No comment.(American rapper, based in America where there are no postcode wars)
22. If you were stuck on a desert island which 3 people and 5 objects/possessions would you take with you and why?
God,God,God,His My all.
23. What is your secret musical guilty pleasure?
no comment
24. if you had to be described as anything what would it be?
Spectacular.BanGnificent lol...
25. Most people would consider grime artists as ignorant due to their target audience, do you find that because of this people are actually surprised when you talk because you have a wider vocabulary than expected?
. Yeah,well i try to target a wider audience,and yes am intelligent i still go to school. Education Children..LOL
26. Do you think that the way you dress makes you look predictably like a MC?
Not really,I wear what i want,when i want..
27. If you had to chose between your wifey or your mandem if there was a fight who would you back and why?
Wifey all day, She'll be there for you.
28. What are your views on the following - Women, drugs, violence and the police?
Women I love them,Drugs stay away,Police?? Fuck em,,LOL
29. Where do you see yourself career wise in the next 5 years?
Playing shows on Mars.LOL
30. If you could be signed to any mainstream/independent label on a recording contract who would it be and why?
Def Jam, Cause thats where Hip Hop started from.
PS:Checkout ww.iambillybanger.com
I hope you enjoy this exclusive interview, more to come from more artists.
06 January 2011
04 January 2011
Musing on the train
Yes I will try get fit again and do that silly dangerous but fun called Parkour. And yes I will eat healthier but I will not give up the coffee or the cigarettes. No I shan't and I will throw a temper tantrum like a 5 year old when told they have to go to bed.
Let's just treat the new year line the old one and not give two fucks about the world because we are all selfish individuals in this rat race names life.
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27 December 2010
Reflection on what happened in 2010 and my thoughts for 2011
I also had started to go out clubbing and enjoy the London nightlife. I then decided in March to give Matthew another chance at working on our relationship and it went from occasional slap to full out warfare leaving me permanently scarred. Then in late June I snapped and left him and fled London for the refuge of Scotland and lived with my grandparents and elder sister.
Started college again and made lots of friends and contacts. Fell in love with Paul and fell out of it when I realised I couldn't trust someone who doesn't trust me. Then a few days meet Dylan who made me realise that I found someone who supports and trusts me and wants to willing be involved in my career. Which for me is difficult as sometimes I either neglect the work or relationship.
Trying to find the balance has been hard but now I am getting the hang of it, I can continue in the new year with this new habit and routine. I have also learnt that no matter how ugly I find the scars littering my body, my true beauty comes from within. I am now a stronger and more sure person, I will follow my dreams with dogged determination.
My dreams, goals, plans for 2011 consist of being on the Edinburgh Fringe Festival, getting a degree in Drama and help launch and promote the music careers of others through my blog, focusing on lesser known and underground artists.
I am extremely grateful to every person who has supported me through the year, the list is endless but they know who they are. I am also grateful to every person across the globe who has read my blog, without you guys I wouldn't keep this blog alive. My average views per day is a hundred and because of this I will blog more often and actually write about myself intimately and professionally so I can inspire those to follow the same dreams as men and also have more interviews and reviews for you too.
My philosophy for 2011 is reach for the sky and fall amongst the stars. It is my readers and supporters that keep me grounded so thank you, you will always be in my heart. I can feel this year is going to be my year where I will become a household name, I am nearly there thanks to everyone. All I ask of you is to try to retweet or favourite my page and post to social network sites.
Much love and success to you all for 2011.
Jazzle Dunne
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EXCLUSIVE INTERVIEW - KAIZ LA KAZIE
1. What inspired you to get into the grime scene?
I make my own genre, bubble grime, and it is totally based on the old school early noughties grime when I heard Kano, Wiley and Dizzee.. D Double E.. the list goes on ☺
2. How old were you when you first heard grime? and where were you?
I was around 12, I got lent a mix cd with all the classics on there like "Birds in the sky"[D Double E], "Boys love girls"[Kano].. "pumpum riddim".. it totally fucked up my world I must say… then that kano mixtape was good.. beats n bars .. that was special..
3. If you could collaborate with anyone in the scene who would it be?
Wow it would totally be Diz.. I play his 1st n 2nd albums when I'm in the shower getting ready 4 work like every day.. trust.
4. Where's the strangest place you have created bars?
Probably that time I was sittin in the bathtub with some Baileys ;) but really? Anywhere possible..
5. What is your favourite tune you have created?
Erm… I like my real Bubble grime stuff.. anything that I have produced by myself im usually very proud of … I love making my own beats and knowing that its my own sound, not what someone else visualized.. if that makes sense
6. Who are your influences?
I love anyone that puts the work in, makes weird funny emotional sounds.. and writes about unusual stuff. I hate Clichés. When I hear a song, I want a verse to grow on me, so that when I sing it back to myself I realise the meanin of the words and go.. fuck! That's real clever..
7. If you didn't get into the music scene what would you rather do?
Well I'm a catering assistant [dinnerlady] now.. and I'm doin a fuckin great job..
I did want to work as a loan manager, but I'm sort of useless with numbers..
8. How much of your life and background influenced what you spit and write?
Well.. it is kind of boring that I'm a working class kid that has been brought up with middle class values.. I'm sorry.. not many legendary tales of the ghetto in my life.. I keep it real.. and real for me is working all day.. writing, performing and recording all night.. but I put all of that in my bars. Everyone feels pain. Everyone feels happiness. So that's what I write about all day. I mean, when I lived in archway I wrote the most resonant stuff coz that's what surrounded me. The way it could have crack heads, chicken burgers and the BMW's all on one street. How can you not write about that?
9. What tunes would you recommend to someone who has never listened to your music?
I would recommend that they listen to "Washing Powder" if they are in a blissful joyous mood, "Why Not" If they are feelin kinda lost.. "Tomorrow Morning" if they are high in the sky.. [btw I don't encourage drug use [much] lol]
"Today" if they feeling insecure, "Invisible" If they are feelin broken, "I Like You" If they are feelin in love .. and the whole of Failure if they're really depressed. Hearing my high ass voice whingeing about how awful life is will make anyone feel better lol
10. Have there been any women in your life that have been an inspiration to you musically?
Miss Dynamite, Lauryn Hill, Jean Grae, Kate Tempest, oh my god the list goes on for years.. They all inspire different aspects of my creativity.
11. What advice would you give to anyone who wants to get into the scene?
Just keep going to events, pushing, promoting, calling, performing, even when it feels like no-one wants you.. they will eventually. And never doubt yourself. Coz if you do, then they will.
12. Is there anyone in the scene you respect and anyone you also hate?
Loads of people have my respect… I do have to give it to the female artists that work so hard to be equal whilst appearing composed, immaculate, flawless, when the harshest comments are dealt, or when the biggest discriminations are apparent. I think that everyone deserves their voice to be heard, I don't think hating on anyone is relevant..
13. Do you think that grime could survive if MCs didn't spit about violence and the degradation of women?
Well.. it seems nowadays people are realizing that spittin like that doesn't get them ratings and they look a lil bit silly.. so they're movin on from topics like those.. grime has been around for just under 10 years now, so I believe grime will survive and make it big.. lets just hope the right people carry it on their backs!
14. Do you think that drugs play a major role in the scene for instance spitting about weed or even posing with a joint?
Sometimes. Earlier in like 2003 etc, it was just standard to have a leetle spleef n spit a few bars wid ur mates in the block, but I suppose grime has grown up, its more gonna kick back with a glass of rum n coke now. Mmm rum n coke.. or Malibu n coke … yum..
15. What do you think of the grime artists who have gone commercial like NDubz, Tinchy Stryder, Plan B, Chipmunk and Wiley? Do you think that has helped grime or killed it?
Well I appreciate that they have made their journeys into the mainstream. This genre is being acknowledged and finally becoming a lot more established…
16. Describe your average day as an artist.
Ok. It goes like this. I listen to my existing mixtapes on the way to work, look at people around see if they would look like they'd enjoy it. Think about existing tunes and concepts I have already. Then I'd visualise bars at work, you know, between microwaving, mopping and laundry etc, repeat them over till I leave and find my phone to write it all down. Then I get home, record a version which I always mark as rough but then get lazy and mix it and call it finished, then ring my manager or my bestie to discuss plans for the newest mixtape and/or tune. I have like 350 unreleased tunes.
17. Do you think that within the scene there is a lot of racism or do you tend to stay away from it?
Yeah I don't think so, but I don't think I've experienced that problem blatantly..
18. who is the favourite MC/Producer you have worked with?
CD Spinz jeez…. He gets the job done. Simple. My fave producers are HdN and Whyrez, without a doubt baybee… I love people who can just get things done without long excuses :D
19. As an MC do you see what you write as a form of poetry/spoken word? Does poetical devices even get thought about when you're writing?
Yes of course. I always explore different techniques and methods of writing n performing. Absolutely love it.. I mean I have been trained and challenged from a young age to experiment with form and so im constantly finding new techniques etc.
20. Are there any female MCs that you think could be bigger than some of the biggest male MCs at the moment?
WOW. Big question. I think female MC's, and im not just saying this because I'm one, usually back themselves up with some substance, some real metaphorical bars, some emotional bars, and they got something to say. I mean im sick of that stifled rudegal shit that girls get compared to, angry, or stupid, or sketty, or quiet. I admire females that say what the fuck they want to, what needs to be heard. Fully got Lioness, Lady L, Envy, Shystie, Nolay, Miss Dynamite's tunes on repeat. The list goes on really, there's so many that I know of, but there isn't enough space. Guys, be warned, we might just steal that thunder lol!
21. What's your opinion about postcode wars in london, does it affect your music in any way shape or form, like who you would collaborate with or clash with?
I've moved house too many times to care. Its pointless and if you're gonna be repping a lil code that people put on letters, then u need to let that go. London's to live in. How can someone say if I can or can't go somewhere? What if I need to buy toilet paper?
22. If you were stuck on a desert island which 3 people and 5 objects/possessions would you take with you and why?
3 people, my bestie.. and ill figure out the rest later..who needs too many people? and 5 possesions, my dvd player, my peepshow dvd[and ill hide the inbetweeners inside the case so its still one item] my lyrics oh tons of lyrics, possibly a boat so I can get back n go sainsburys and a damn kitten. Why wont anyone buy me a kitten?
23. What is your secret musical guilty pleasure?
Oh don't tell ANYONE but for a treat ill watch MTV then be forced to listen to rihanna or even at a push nikki minaj at a really low volume. Then obviously punish myself for weeks.. The real Kaiz La Kazie would die before playing them.
24. if you had to be described as anything what would it be?
Well.. uh, an eccectic bubble grime MC and up-coming artist etc..
25. Most people would consider grime artists as ignorant due to their target audience, do you find that because of this people are actually surprised when you talk because you have a wider vocabulary than expected?
Yeah all the time lmao.. I try not to dumb down my [pretty sharp I must say] content. I mean when it comes to censorship, fine, but I don't feel I should change things to make my tunes PG or something. If I say "pussy" or "twat" in a tune, its probably coz it needs to be there. Why alternate it with "heart" ? I don't mince my words because im 100% real and if you need me diluted, drink some fucking OJ.
26. Do you think that the way you dress makes you look predictably like a MC?
No.. I dress most days as a catering assistant, I haven't seen an MC wearing latex gloves n whites lol.. I just try not to be too much "like a mandem" coz im a girl. Obviously. But I'm not a slut. I'm right in that sick slice of middle. There's me.
27. If you had to chose between your wifey or your mandem if there was a fight who would you back and why?
Choose my wifey all the way mate. Erm..on a real? Nah. I'm not a wimp but I don't do fights.
28. What are your views on the following - Women, drugs, violence and the police?
Yum, perfect Saturday night.
29. Where do you see yourself career wise in the next 5 years?
In an elevated position from where I am now. Hopefully still with that same ambition, that same passion to also enlighten others with what I do as well. I have big plans.
30. If you could be signed to any mainstream/independent label on a recording contract who would it be and why?
Wowwwwww…… Lets be mysterious now…
Kisses…. Kaiz La Kazie <3
Look out for her next mixtape Bricks which is out next year amoungst other big projects like working as my music producer on the Edinburgh Fringe Festival. This girl is big news and follow her on twitter.com/kaizlakazie and Kaiz La Kazie on facebook.
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